Pine Street, the main street of Pinedale, after the first real snowstorm since my arrival two weeks ago |
Heart and Soul Café, where “everybody knows your name,” or some of them do. Margaret said she missed me and wondered what happened, referring to my many visits there last August. And Lynn at the counter said she recognized me, with my mask on, and wondered where I had been. “I’m happy that winter has finally arrived,” I said. “This isn’t winter,” said Lynn.
I have been the only guest here at the motel. My jeep waits at the back door where I go in and out, its electric connection to the engine heater keeping it ready to start at any temperature, hopefully.
I go out and start it on cold mornings, scrape ice off its windshield or sweep snow off, unplug it, then go back inside for ten minutes or more before driving.
Ice hangs from almost everything on the jeep’s bottom side,
some of it dirty from sand and salt on the roads, some clean from a night at
the motel
Pillars of ice hang from the motel roof like stalactites. They sometimes fall like spears in the wind
or if it warms up too much or too long.
The end window gives me a view to the Wind River Mountains
No, the building is not leaning, the icicles are. Tentacles of creatures on the roof try to get me by coming through my window. They lurk until the wind blows, then creep over and under the eve and peer inside.
I look out and see their devious plot, and just when I’m about
to scream, they change direction and head earthward.
I placed a thermometer on a tripod outside my window so I can know the temperature how to dress. Only once has the wind blown it over, and more than once snow has covered it. It is on the back side if the motel where nobody removes snow.
It takes the
putting on of high-top boots to trudge out there. But I can usually get the temperature while snug inside.
Fremont Lake, where I showed you visions inside the ice and
talked with a friendly ice fisherman a few days ago, is now under a blanket of
white. I cannot see the ice I am walking
on, and assume it is still there. The symphony
of cracking sounds is mostly gone, and the mystique of walking on water is
replaced with a walk on what seems like a meadow.
Rest in peace—mule deer beside the road. |
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Please see maps prepared by Michael Angerman showing the places the places I stayed.
Map for the summer trip of 2020: Michael's Map
Map for the winter trip of 2021: Google Map for Winter 2021
Dear Sharon reading your icy post written in icicles and snowdrifts. We thought it was cold here and it is 40. Sending love and hope to share more soon. Love the fairytale trees. Love kathabela
ReplyDeleteDear Kathabela and all friends of Joan Stern, I will embrace life as she did in in ice and cold and strange places where she traveled so often and with vigor.
DeleteEmbrace Life
by Joan Stern
flow with life
engage its currents
draw energy from winds
and waves’ surges
look up at sequoias
marvel at their strength
and endurance
feel the sky’s vastness
the stars’ magic
hear the seasons’ rhythms
smell morning’s fresh air
be enveloped
I will miss you Joan. Your memory will flow and give energy from winds, strength from sequoias, magic from stars, rhythm from seasons, and I will sense you in morning’s fresh air.
Love, Sharon
That is such a treasure of inspiration Sharon thank you for finding and sending. I will add to our tributes.
ReplyDeleteLove on the ice. Love in the hot and cold of life. Her all embracing spirit. Love k
The mule deer doe celebrates with you, and the energy of a life lived, and the inevitable ending of silence and peace that awaits all of us.
ReplyDeleteMy condolences for your loss.
Love,
Kathy Leonard
Kathy,
DeleteWhen I think how each small life feels itself the center of the universe, how sunshine, rain, or food is good or bad, depending on a creature’s need, how conditions carry different meanings for each thing that lives, I fill with wonder and despair at how the world ends when a mule deer is hit by a car. The sun is blotted out, stars fall, earth is shattered, for ever and ever. But of course it was only a mule deer.